I am a 48 year old woman. I am sick of being sick. I am sick of being fat. I weighed in at Weight Watchers last Saturday at 272.4! I am only 5’4! I start out trying to be good and then I quit. I am so addicted to food. I have to stop this insanity! WTF is wrong with me?
I can start again I have decided. I am doing this slowly this time. I have always felt that if I don’t do it perfectly why bother. I just give up. I can’t this time. My life is at risk. I have high blood pressure, high cholesterol, acid reflux, depression, anxiety, type 2 diabetes and sleep apnea. I am going to a hematologist today because my WBC is high. This is not me!